day 86: what is the difference between living and existing

Any person can exist. Any organism can exist. Hell, a chair can exist. Existing does not, however, mean living. (Obviously a chair isn’t alive.) I think one becomes alive when they are doing the things they love/enjoy and that make them happy. One becomes alive when they fill themselves with joy and happiness, but also with the rightful pain and sorrow that anything truly alive must also feel. 

That, my friends, is the difference. 

Day 81: what is your biggest fear

My biggest fear is living a lonely, unsuccessful life and then dying alone and unloved. The thought terrifies me.

It’s always a fun night when your mother comes downstairs to figure out what’s going on because she can hear you crying from the upstairs. I told her everything though. She agrees with me. 
“Know your worth, Ashlyn. You are such a beautiful person and you shouldn’t accept less than you deserve.”
I’m taking my mother’s advice. I’m not accepting this relationship anymore. I’m not getting what I deserve.

Day 63: your views upon gay marriage

And here’s for today….
I’m just going to leave THIS here…

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Day 59: one person you can tell everything to

I know for a fact I can tell everything to my boyfriend, Jeremy. He is the closest person to me and is involved in every aspect of my life. Simple as that. 

Day 57: what is your definition of happiness

Being completely content in the present moment with zero traces of worry, regret, or negativity towards the past, present, or future.

Pretty nature.

Pretty nature.

Spider web

Spider web

A message from somethingreallysilly
ASHWYN WITH AN ADDITIONAL L:)

Lol, okay Weegan. c:

A - Are you a virgin?
No, I am not.

S - Do looks matter to you?
This is a rather vague question… Do my look matter to me? Or is this about the looks of a significant other, perhaps? Either way, I suppose to an extent, looks to matter. When it come to myself, I enjoy looking nice from time to time, but there are also times where I honestly don’t give a shit and I put on whatever is mostly clean and kind of brush my hair and call it good. When it comes to my boyfriend, for example, yes I love him for who he is, but his appearance is something I am attracted too, and no it does not make someone shallow for liking someone for their looks. A good, solid relationship has physical attraction in it too. 

H -  Longest relationship and with who?
The one I am in now with Jeremy Paul Langdon. It will be two years next month.

W - Do you like it when people play with your hair?
YES. ALL ARE INVITED TO PLAY.

Y - Do you name your private parts?
No…? Not unless the given name vagina counts.

N - Top 5 traits you look for in a person that you want to have a relationship with

  1. Good sense of humor
  2. Well dressed
  3. Intelligent
  4. Adventurous and spontaneous
  5. Built with the ability to put up with my bullshit. 

L - Would you ever date someone of another race?
It’s funny because my first “real”  boyfriend in the 6th grade was of a different race then my own. (he was hispanic). I see no reason why race of all things should dictate whether or not I would enter into a race with someone. I would sooner not date you because you disliked cats rather than because of your race. 

More questions, guys. Keep it up!